My name is Rajiv, and I’m 61 years old.

My first wife died eight years ago, after a long illness.
Since then, I have been living alone, in silence.
My children are already married and settled. Once a month, they come to leave me a little money, my medication… then leave immediately.

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I don’t blame them. They have their own lives, and I understand that.
But on rainy nights, lying listening to the drops hitting the tin roof, I feel incredibly small and alone.

Last year, while scrolling through Facebook, I came across Meena, my first high school love.
I loved it at the time. She had long, silky hair, deep black eyes, and a smile so bright that it lit up the whole class.
But while I was preparing for university entrance exams, her family engaged her to a South Indian man, ten years older than her.

We lost touch after that.
Forty years later, we met again.
She was now a widow — her husband had died five years earlier.
She lived with her youngest son, but he worked in another city and hardly ever came.

At first, we only exchanged greetings.
Then we started calling each other.
Then, the meetings over a coffee.
And without realizing it, I started going to her house every few days on a scooter, carrying a small basket of fruit, sweets and supplements for joint pain.

One day, half jokingly, I said to him:
“What if…” these two old men were getting married? Perhaps loneliness would be easier to bear like this? »

To my surprise, her eyes filled with tears.
I immediately explained that it was just a joke, but she smiled softly and nodded.

And so, at 61, I remarried — to my first love.

On our wedding day, I was wearing a dark brown sherwani.
She wore a simple cream-colored silk sari.
Her hair was neatly pulled up, adorned with a small pin of pearls.
Friends and neighbours came to celebrate.
Everyone said: “They look like two young lovers!”

And honestly, I felt young too.
That evening, after tidying up the house, it was almost 10 p.m.
I made him a glass of hot milk, then went to close the front door and turn off the porch lights.

Our wedding night — something I never imagined I would relive at my age — was coming to an end.

As I gently removed her blouse, I froze.

His back, shoulders, and arms were covered with deep scars—ancient marks, crossed like a tragic map.
I stopped, my heart sinking.

She rushed to cover herself with a blanket, her eyes wide in fear.
Trembling, I asked:
— “Meena…” What happened to you? »

She turned, her voice choked:
“At the time… he had a terrible temper. He was screaming… he beat me… I never told anyone… »

I sat down heavily next to her, tears in my eyes.
My heart sank for her.
All these years, she had lived in silence, in shame, without telling anyone.
I took her hand and put it gently on my heart.

It’s over. From now on, no one will hurt you anymore.
No one has the right to make you suffer again… except me, but only by loving you too much.”

She burst into tears—silent, trembling sobs that echoed through the room.
I hugged her tightly.
Her back was fragile, her bones protruding—this little woman who had endured a lifetime of silence and suffering.

Our wedding night was not like that of young couples.
We just lay side by side, listening to the crickets in the garden, the wind in the trees.
I stroked her hair and kissed her forehead.
She brushed my cheek and whispered,
“Thank you. Thank you for showing me that there is still someone in this world who cares about me.”

I smiled.
At 61, I finally understood:
happiness is not money, nor the burning passions of youth.
It’s having a hand to hold, a shoulder to lean on, and someone who stays by your side all night, just to listen to your heart beat.

Tomorrow will come. Who knows how many days I have left?
But one thing is certain: for the rest of my life, I will repair what she has lost.
I will love her, I will cherish her, and I will protect her — so that she will never be afraid of anything again.

Because for me, this wedding night — after half a century of waiting, regret and loneliness — is the greatest gift that life has given me.